Trust.

Trust is a word I haven't been very fond of in my life.
I find reasons to escape embracing this word.
For some situations it may have been a good judgment on my part.
Yet, I wonder, in those other cases, what I have missed out on.

Maybe I have missed the potential of what God could do in my life.
Or possibly loosing a chance to have a truly great friendship.

I can't understand why this seems to be SO hard for me.
What is my reason for this isolation from people.
Maybe I would not be so deeply hurt by things in life, if i learned to trust.


I'm going to work on that. Yes, that is what my goal is.

To trust I am not drowning in this world so called life.