Linger

I close my eyes, I see your face.

Your blue eyes haunt me to this day.

I moved on, I found someone new.

Why can't I just let go of you.

It is crazy, but you were so good for me.

Even though it was something you couldn't see.

I didn't need you to, you helped me unknowingly.

which may have made you that much more great.

I sometimes wonder what could have been.

If I wasn't only your good friend.

But even that is gone now, we're strangers.

And it kills me to know, I can't turn to you.

Did you know my feelings? Did you know I loved you?

I have so many questions I would love to ask.

I was too afraid to ruin our friendship and now its just too late.

Man, one day I hope you and I are fate.

the beauty of silence.

To sit in silence is to sit in comfort with the person you are.

There is a beauty in the midst of solitude. When nothing needs to be said, and things are just known.

Finding oneself noticing things that had not been noticed before.

Letting light shine on the life you lead.

illuminating each breath you take, like a brisk breeze on a winter day.

Hearing each rise and fall of your own chest.

In the silence one can hear the cries of mysteries all around.

No messy world, only the simplicity of life.

To seek beauty is to seek peace.

Peace is solitude.

Solitude is nature.

On account of how crappy and emo my blogs have been lately...

I leave you with this. One more for the road.

Simplicity is the main ingredient.

Eelsha has a simple life, void of any true connections with other humans.

She tries, boy does she, to find a friend to make her feel unique again.

Eelsha doesn't trust, she lacks the personality for it.

Her sarcasm gets in the way of happiness, and all that comes with it.